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to the memoirs of a lioness :)
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♥ The Lioness
The Lioness.
♥ A 23-year-old tax consultant.
♥ Long, straight black hair.
♥ Dark brown eyes.
♥ Naturally tanned skin.
♥ 165cm, 48kg.
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Life Mission: to love and be loved, to travel around the globe, to give to those in need, and to live happily ever after.
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Luvs: cats and kittens, roses, chocolate, strawberry, gelato, cheesecake, art, music, singing, playing the piano, French language,
adventurous activities, travelling, vacation, snowboarding, having good & clean fun, hangin' out with friends, goin' out for coffee,
Indonesian, Japanese and Italian food, anything in bright colours and cute shapes, watching movies, internet, web design, clothes
facials.
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Hates: backstabbers, traitors, constant liars, people who think they know everything, people who are so full of
themselves, slimy creatures, cigarettes.
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Obsession: Gemma Ward's porcelain-perfect skin, natural hazel eyes.
12:31 PM
Monday, February 28, 2005
Hari ini gua baru nyadar kalo dia sifatnya masih kayak dulu 'n belom berubah..
Jadi gini.. I have a friend named "Shizca". Dia tuh sebenernya bae, kadang bae banget malah. Tapi ada satu hal yang gua gak suka dari dia: she hops from one friend to another. Ngerti maksud gua gak? Kalo enggak ya udah gua jelasin..
Shizca tuh deket ma temen2nya yang udah kenal lama banget ma dia. Well, I totally got no problems with that. But the problem is, misalkan kalo gua + temen2 deketnya lagi ada 'n kita lagi ngumpul bareng, dia cuma mo ngobrol 'n cerita2 ma temen2 deketnya, sedangkan gua ('n her other not-so-close friends) pasti dikacangin abizzzz..!! Pas dia cerita2 tuh mukanya cuma menghadap ke temen2 deketnya, noleh ke yg laennya aja enggak! Tapi giliran sohib2nya lagi gak ada, baru deh dia "pindah" ke tmn2nya yg agak lumayan deket ma dia (including me). It always hurts to be treated like that. Seolah2 dia butuh gua kalo tmn2 deketnya lagi gak ada. Tapi giliran mereka ada, gua seolah2 dibuang begitu aja. And because of this, I used to despise her soooo much!
However, things have changed and Shizca gak terlalu deket lagi ma sohib2nya (well, at least for a year only). Nah, pada saat itu gua jadi lumayan deket ma dia (I even had a thought that she's become one of my closest friends), and kalo lg ngumpul2 ma yang laen tuh dia memperlakukan kita semua sama (gak ada yg dikacangin ma dia). Since then gua pikir dia dah berubah, dah bukan the bitchy girl who throws away her friends when she doesn't need them. But I was wrong, soalnya hari ini kita ngumpul2.. and salah satu sohib lamanya ada disitu. Gua kira Shizca bakal ngobrol ke kita semua (cuma berempat kok), but gua salah banget. Soalnya dia cuma ngajakin ngobrol sohib deketnya, while gua 'n tmn gua satu lagi dicuekin bo!! (padahal kita juga dengerin dia ngomong 'n ikut ngobrol juga). As a result, rasa benci di diri gua terhadap dia mulai tumbuh lagi. But I don't wanna hate her!!
Oh damn, my next class is about to start in 3 minutes! Yg jelas nih moral buat diri gua sendiri ('n mungkin juga buat kalian para pembaca yang interested) : Don't get too close to someone who throws away their friends and takes 'em back at times only when they need them. You're not their toy, alrite??!!!! And no matter how you think they've changed, they can always go back to being the same old bitch/asshole they used to be!!! So don't even try to consider them as one of your close/best friends, or you'll get hurt!!!
Mini-updates.
February 2010
♥ New boyfriend
♥ New job (well, technically I'm still with my old employer, but I've been seconded to work at a government department for 10 weeks)
♥ New challenges
♥ My besties Yessy & Ardya are coming back to Wellington this month, yay!
Aah life is good :)
