I just got home from goin out with my Coconut^^. We broke the fast at Starbucks, then watched Resident Evil 2 at 8.50 'til 10.15-ish. I liked the movie, it was cool! Hehee! Especially the female heroes, particularly Alice!! (But the black-haired girl's prettier). Heehee, anyway, I've always liked movies with female heroes (e.g. Tomb Raider). Well, what I'm tryin to say is, I like action girls better than other types of girls (e.g. feminine girls), dunno why though.. Hmmm, I also don't like feminine girls that much (not as a person, though). To tell u the truth, I hate the word feminine!! Especially if it's imposed on me! 'N especially if people tell me to be feminine, uuuurrrggghh I totally hate it!! I'm more of a tomboy than a feminine girl, and someone told me "You're 18.. you're becoming more mature, so try to be more feminine." And when that person said that, I was like "Excuse me?? Being feminine's got nothing to do with age! And who the hell are you anyway? You're not me, so don't try to change me!! This is the way I am, this is how I dress, 'n this is how I behave. If you don't like the fact that I don't dress femininely or act femininely then go to hell!!" Well, of course I didn't say it to that person directly. I only said it in my heart. Oh wait a sec, why am I moving away from the topic? Hahaaa!! =D Probably because all this time someone's been telling me everything about being feminine and I'm sick of it (naah it's not my bf who said it, he never tries to change me, 'n I luv him for that *_^ ). Well I wouldn't mind if someone says "Whoa Dessy, u've become more feminine now!" If somebody says that, then I do like it and appreciate it. But if someone says something like "Why do you like those bracelets? Choose these ones, they're prettier 'n more girly" then I'd get slightly mad at them cos it's like they want me to change. Gosh, why don't they just let me be myself???

Oh wow, I totally moved away from the topic. I was gonna talk about what I did this evening, but I guess I switched to talking about feminism.

Well, the thing is, I'm totally completely 100% happy this evening , especially since we haven't really spent time together for about 3 weeks because of the exams. And as long as he's right there beside me, I'll always be happy!!

Oh yeah, I saw the ice-skating championships on ESPN after I got home. And what's weird, when I turned on the TV, Michelle Kwan was just beginning to skate! She's been the best female ice-skater for several years! And I really like her! And even though she fell once near the end of her ice-skating (while the others didn't), she still won the championship! Go Michelle!! What I like about her is: she doesn't only have some great technical skills, but she's also really expressive when skating! And she's got this sort of charm that immediately captivates the audience. The other contestants were also technically good, but unlike Michelle, they didn't really put their emotions in their performance. That's why the judges still thought Michelle was the best (even though she fell once and many other contestants didn't).

Oh wow.. It's 1 am, I better go to bed now.. good nite to myself, hehe..