Sad huh? Well, the sad part is from the 3rd bullet point onwards.Because, just imagine: how can I spend my Eid at home reading a novel then sleeping for a few hours? That sux. Last year's Eid was better, cos at least we went to some of my friend's houses on the 1st day of Eid. But this year, everyone's having their open homes from tomorrow or Tuesday onwards. Oh yea, the open home at my house will be on Wednesday afternoon. Hmm, too bad my beloved Coconut^^ can't come. But he IS gonna come at night, just not in the afternoon. Hmmm.. I wonder what he's been doing today after leaving KBRI. Urrggh, he hardly ever replies my text messages these days. And I feel like he's not that loving anymore 'n he doesn't care about me that much now.
Fine. That's just F-I-N-E!! How sad.. but I'm used to it now, cos if that's how he wants to treat me then FINE. People change. I understand that. hix.. hix.. Oh yeah, I just remembered the text from Rohymas. Something bad happened to her today. But she hasn't told me what it was. I think she's really sad about it.. oh gosh what could it be..??
Tomorrow the KBRI people are gonna be invited to Wisma. Oh nooooo.. tomorrow will be the last day before I'm gonna start my summer course (on Tuesday). But luckily, for this week I only have classes on Tuesday and Thursday. Probably from next week I'll have another day added for my tutorials.
I don't really wanna sleep right now, and I don't think I'd be able to sleep cos I have so many thoughts spinning inside my head. I'm really wondering why people change.. not just him, but a few of my girl friends too. They're not treating me the same anymore. It's like they don't wanna be close to me anymore because they've found a better friend. But whatever. Fine. I guess I'll have to adapt to this whole new situation. Don't wanna act like a hopeless little girl. All my life I've been treated several times like this, but that's okay, I'm used to it! (whatever..)
Anyway, here are a few pics from the Eid at KBRI today.
Me!! met idul fitri yax!!
Everybodeeeeehh..!!
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