I just realised that today's Halloween. So.. Happy Halloween to all u trick-or-treaterz!! Heheheee..

Anyway, am I cold-blooded or what? I've been feeling cold for the whole day!!

Yum yum.. *eating*
Oooh anyway, mom made Kastengels 'n kue lidah kucing today. I thought she was only gonna make the Kastengels, but after that she made kue lidah kucing!! When I figured it out, I was like yaaaa kok bikin kue lidah kucing sih?? kan aku yg mo bikin! 'N she said ya abis telornya tinggal 4, tanggung, 'n pas bwat bikin lidah kucing. I was disappointed cos kue lidah kucing is my specialty every Ramadan!! But after that, mom said kamu bikin kue lidah kucing coklat aja 'n I thought hmm.. sure, why not? I'll try it.

Yum yumm.. *still eating*

I just feel like posting these pics, I just got them from the PPI Wellington online photo album site. Check it out if you want: http://photos.yahoo.com/ppi_wellington

Why oh why do I have to be soooooo unlucky?? Well, first of all, I'm sooooooo unlucky cos I have an INFO101 exam on Monday, then my last exam would be on Saturday (for ECON140). Comparing myself to Ing-Ing, she's not doing INFO101 so her next exam would be next Saturday!! That means she's got more than a week to study for it, while I only have 4 days T_T (and I wouldn't be able to relax on those 4 days! Cos ECON140's hard!! I hate it!! I just couldn't understand anything from it!!)

Secondly, I'm sooooooo unlucky cos everyone from PPI (Pemuda Pelajar Indonesia) are gonna break the fast together on Sunday at Om Hery's house. Not just the muslims are gonna go there, but the whole lot are invited. And unfortunately I won't be able to go there, cos I have an exam on the day after that!! Dammit!!

Thirdly, I'm sooooooo unlucky cos I might not be able to see my bf 'til next Saturday. And the reason is obvious!! Exams!! Gosh, I miss him sooooooooo much!! I don't think he misses me that much, cos he's in love with his new game called "Rome Total War", and he's always entertained by that game everyday. And last night when I called him, he didn't even stop playing the game when I talked to him!!! (T_T)

Oh, anyway, I think last night was the longest time I ever talked with Ing-Ing on the phone. We talked for about 1 'n a half hours. Dunno why, but I like to have phone conversations with my friends these days. Usually I couldn't be bothered, hehehee..

La la la la laaa.. I don't feel like studying INFO101.. but I have to! T_T I only 3 more days left 'til the exam. Huuu huuuu..

I am a genius! I actually found Bayu on Friendster, and I can't believe it's really him!! (What's so genius about that???? Silly me!!) Anyway, he's my junior high school classmate in 9th grade (3 smp). I always remember him as the tiniest and youngest guy in class, yet he's among the smartest one in our outstanding class (cieeh, kelas unggulan =P ) And now he's in IPB, majoring in computer science (I think). Oh yeah, actually I found Fifi, Farid, and Eliza too in Friendster, but I'm not sure whether it's really them or not, cos they haven't uploaded any pics. It seems like they never logged in to Friendster for ages. Hmm, they also haven't got any friends yet on their friends list. Oh well.. But I'm surprised enough to find out that it's really Bayu!!! Heheheee..

Oh anyway, last night I dreamt about my 3rd year junior high school friends. In the dream, it was like we were having a singing test!! But weirdly, Nara and Edwin (the guys in my band in NZ) were there too, hahaa =D Oh yeah, not everyone was in the dream. These are the only people who were in my dream last night: Sisi, Ninie, Riska, Ikhsan, 'n my ex. And it was really strange, but I dreamt that Ninie and Ikhsan were a couple!! Weird huh??? But who knows, maybe in real life right now they're a couple, hehee. And hmmm.. in the dream, my ex was soooooo cute and he turned out to be really charming towards me. Oh damn!! Why does he have to be in my dream???!!! How dumb! Forget it, I already have a new boyfriend now ^_^

Hehee, how surprising, Addy the monkey/froggy guy said "hi" to me in MSN. (Ooops, sorry Addy!! =P ) Abis biasanya dia sombong bangeeeeett, hihihiii ^^

What's my bf doing rite now? Playing "Rome Total War"!! How predictable! Anyway, I gotta start studying hard for the INFO101 exam, cos I might have the chance to get an A or A+ !! Cos my internal marks are A+ right now ^^ And if I do get an A for the overall INFO101 grade, my bf's gonna let me borrow Goddess (his darling white cat) for a week. And if I get an A+, he's gonna let me borrow the cat for more than a week!! YAY!! Hahaaa.. a promise is a promise, right honey?? ^_^

Hmm gotta go now.. huuhuuu.. but I don't feel like studying!!! (Oh well, guess I'll try to find something else to do)

I just finished my ACCY111 exam 45 minutes ago! It was.. ummm.. alright I guess. I don't wanna say it was easy (cos it's not!) or hard. I think I could do some of them (especially the calculation parts). But some of the writing parts were confusing, especially the ones from David Carter's section. I did his two questions in the last 30 minutes of the exams! I didn't really panic, but somehow my heart was beating faster as every minute lasted. And in the end, I didn't have the time to recheck my answers :( But oh well, I'm just hoping that I'm gonna get a good grade for ACCY111.

And you know what's dumb, when I entered the exam room I just felt like we were having normal lectures (cos as I sat down, I put my bag beside me instead of leaving it in front of the room!!) Then I realised about 10 minutes later when I read the board that says "turn off your cellphones and leave them in your bags, in front of the room!" So after that I took my bag and walked to the front of the room and left it there. And I felt stupid cos I didn't realise that I was gonna have an exam!! Instead, I just felt like I was having a normal class!

After the exam was over, I texted my beloved Coconut^^. I think he's glad that I did "OK" (rather than "Excellent" or "Well") cos that means I might not get the chance to have Goddess (his cat) at my house for a week. Cos he loves his cat so much that he wouldn't let me borrow it for one day!! Hehehee.. =P

Oh well, gotta go, I think my dad already arrived to pick me up. Ta ta!

I'll make this quick:

-On Sunday nite my bf & his cat came to my house to break the fast with my family ^_^
-Yesterday I could've seen him again at Patrick's house if only he knew I was gonna go there too (I couldn't decide before)
-Remember when I said that I was so calm for the QUAN111 exam? Well, now I'm freaked out about my ACCY111 exam, cos I know it's gonna be hard [YIKES!!!]
-To make things worse, I can't concentrate on studying the Accy (Accounting) stuff. I always get sleepy when I'm studying for it.
-And I'm hungry!!
-My mom's gonna make some type of Arabic food that we used to eat in Jordan. It's consisted of seasoned grilled lamb meat (cut in small chunks), grilled onion, 'n baked Khubz (similar to Pita bread). And that's it. But it's soooooo delicious! And the more I think about it, the more hungry I get! (And the louder my stomach growls).

That's it, gotta get back to studying. Hope I'll be able to concentrate this time!

Huahahahaa =D I just realised what S.T.F.U. stands for! After looking at my blog 'n the layout, Sammy said "sadis tu cewe!". And I thought he said that because of the girl's style which is kinda bitchy, but then a few minutes later I realised what he really meant!! =P
But hey, that means the girl's got attitude!! Heheheee..

I just finished my QUAN111 exam 5 minutes ago!! It was alrite, hope I did well..

And now here I am waiting for Ing-Ing and Mira to come out of the exam rooms...

And later at 7.30pm I'll head off to KBRI 'tuk buka puasa rame2..

Byeeee..!!

Just 1 'n a half more hours to go before my 1st exam ='( .. wish me luck u guyz!
Last night Yuli's family + 2 guests came over to my house to break the fast together. And guess what, they stayed 'til 1.30 am !!! Phew! Kirain bakalan sampe sahur!! Hix.. and guess what, my whole family didn't wake up for sahur today!! And as a result, I'm dead hungry rite now!! ='(

And what else..? I think somebody is hiding things from me.. I'm quite suspicious about what that person's been doing la soirée dernière. Oh well.. whatever deh!!

Hmm what else? Nobody's replying me in MSN, not even my bf!! He must be busy with his computer games! Gosh! It's like his games are his girlfriend!!

WELL, OVERALL I'M IN A BAD MOOD TODAY!!!!!!!!!

The sun was shining brightly above the afternoon blue sky. The soft, feathery clouds walked their way out of sight, allowing the golden king of the atmosphere to show off its glory and deliver its powerful warmth to the living creatures on Earth. But here I am, trapped inside a comfortable prison, reluctantly preparing for the moment of justice which will arrive in two more days of torture.

Huahahahaha what the hell am I doing??? Probably just tryin' to write like one of those professional, award-winning authors of the best-selling literatures. But what I'm trying to say is, today's such a beautiful day: very sunny, cloudless skies, flowers blooming (except the anniversary roses in my room which are drying 'n withering 'n it's starting to make my room smell like there's a dead cicak under my bed). But sadly, I can't go anywhere cos I gotta study... hix... for my QUAN111 exam on Saturday. Actually I was planning to go to the city library or the library at Vic to study there, but naaah, can't be bothered. It's only gonna make me tired, especially cos I'm fasting.

I got a Friendster message from Ardi (my buddy at Chemank02 and Sekoetoe). Finally I got Dita's cellphone number, and I texted her immediately. And.. I got the reply a few hours later. It's so good to hear from my long-lost friends back home :)

Anyway, I could've gone to Donny's house to break the fast there (cos my Coconut^^ went there too), if only I was told a few hours earlier. But oh well, even if my bf told me earlier about it, there would still be a 90% chance that my mom wouldn't allow me (because of no other reason than the exams!! T_T ).

Then, around midnight after I got frustrated with one of those math problems, I called my bf, but it seems that he wasn't in the mood to even say much. But I don't really mind. I tried to call Dita after that, but the phoneline was busy. So I called Widiya, 'n yay!! She picked it up, and she actually recognized who I was!! I'm glad she still remembers my voice! ^_^ We talked about several stuffs, but unfortunately I couldn't hear her voice really well cos there was this annoying background noise on the phone.

Plus tard, I continued studying. And I got bored, so here I am writing another posting on my cute, weird blog (just like what Ardi said, hehehee).

Good night... Huaaaaahh ngantuk!! (-_-)

La la la la la... Seems like I can never study well in the afternoon, cos my brain just couldn't process all the stuffs I'm reading!! Huaaaaaaaaa!!

And now I'm hungryyyyyy!!! Yesterday my mom made steak & fries.. hmmm... which reminds me of my boyfriend's cooking ^^ (Steak 'n mashed potatoes, ummm yummyyyyy). Gosh, I miss his cooking!!!! To tell you the truth, I like the steaks made by my Coconut^^ better than the ones made by my mom. Probably cos he put in some love potions marinated in the steaks, hihihiii ^_^

Aaaaarrgghhh!! Still 3 more hours to go before I can eat whatever I want!! T_T

Hey 'ya! Finally I changed my blog template! I like this one, it's simple yet cute. (Do u guys think it's cute or what?)

Umm.. actually I haven't taken a shower yet :P Heehehehee.. And it's past noon already!!

Hmmm what else.. mom said she's gonna cook some steak for tonight. Ummm yummy!! Can't wait for that!! ^^

Mon dieu!!! I can't believe it!! I actually studied QUAN111 for 6 hours non-stop today!! It was from around 12.30 pm after I called ma' guy, until 6.30 pm!! Whoaaa that's a new record for me! Heheheh!! I can't believe my brain could actually stand it! Especially when I'm hungry 'n thirsty at the same time! 'N when it was maghrib at 7.45 pm, I ate a lot 'til my stomach got totally overloaded (I didn't even get the chance to eat tha es teler).

Oh yeah, last night he came to break the fast with my family, but he was totally completely late (almost an hour late, hix)!! But he brought Goddess along like he said he would. And, and, he actually stayed for a while after eating, heheee.. *happy^^* But this morning he got a bit mad at me. Oh well, people make mistakes, don't they? And I'll try to learn from it :)

Aaaaarrghh stupid printer!! It won't print!!! I gotta print my stupid chapter summaries for INFO101 first, then I'm gonna continue studying. I gotta get good grades this semester! (Except for ECON140, which I don't care, cos I hate it, and I don't understand anything from it. Too bad I HAD TO take it!). Uuuurrgghh especially I don't want my parents to think that my marks would go down since I got on with my Coconut^^. Gosh, they only care about my marks! When I get an A or an A+, they don't really care, it's like they're saying "so what?". But when I get a B or something, they get wild 'n blame me for not studying enough, bla bla blaaaaa... Heheh. But whatever, who cares? I wanna get good grades because I want to, and I HAVE TO!! Not because of my parents or anyone else. I'm a true Leo, I gotta be at the top! And I'm always at the top! (Except for this semester in university, I dunno what's really going on.. hmm I guess that's what they call "fate".... does that really make sense? )

Nooooo.. another overdue fees for the City Library :'( Dammit, it's all my brother's fault, he should've returned the CD yesterday when I told him to!

Coconut.. Koko Krunch.. Coco Pops.. Nata de Coco.. Cocoa.. Coco Bongo.. Coco Cola (hehe, maksa deh).. hmm what else? Gosh he drives my crazy! Hehehee.. Thank goodness he was blocked out of my brain when I was studying for 6 hours this afternoon :P

That's it, gotta restart the comp, or else I won't finish printing this... nonsense stuff.

"I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away" - from Evanescence's "Whisper"

Aaargh, I was planning to study after I took a shower, but as I entered the kitchen my mom told me to cut some garlic, onions, and ginger 'n blend them all together in the blender. A few minutes later I found myself making gule nangka. I thought that was it, but noooo!! I had to wrap 40 springrolls!! That was pretty tiring ('n boring too). Then I called my boyfriend to ask him to break the fast at my house. And he said yes!! YAY!! Not only that, but he's gonna bring Goddess as well!! DOUBLE YAY!! ^o^

Hmm.. last night after going back from KBRI, I planned to study until sahur. But I couldn't stand it. I got sleepy at about 1.30 am. So I slept.. heheee. And gosh, I've been having really weird dreams these days.. but I can't remember much about them. And oh yea, it's like she's always in my dreams these days! But yeah.. I don't remember much of what she's doing inside my unconscious head.

Oh damn.. gotta get into the kitchen again to help my mom wrapping some won tun. What's worse, I haven't studied at all today!! T_T

I just had a haircut a few hours ago, and gosh.. I feel like crying.. cos it's too short!! I told the lady to cut it up to my neck, but she went way above that!! :'( Even though some people said the haircut suits me, I still wished it was longer 'n a different style (still layered, though).

Oh yeah, I finally went to KBRI to break da fast togetha. My Coconut^^ was there, but he was kinda late so I thought he changed his mind (which he didn't, fortunately). I felt guilty of leaving him alone 'til dinner, so after that I went to look for him but he wasn't anywhere. So I thought he already went home, hix hix. But yay, he showed up again during the Isha prayer. And after we all finished praying, I accompanied him, heheh. And he said I was "inconsiderate" for not getting him a cone of ice cream!! But whatever, hehe =P Oh yeah, I made another drawing for my li'l Dina! =) She was crying before that, but she became delighted after I made a "pretty" drawing for her (well, everyone said it's "pretty", but I really don't think so). Yay, I luv making li'l kids happy! ^o^

Oh, anyway, today's ma' evil brotha's birthday (a.k.a. Bobby, huaahahahaa =D ). Dammit that master of evil, he turned 21 today.

Umm.. what else.. I tried to phone Dita again, but it didn't work!! Gosh I miss her.. as well as Widiya, Sisi, Kharisti, the Chifourchi gang (Chiko-->me, Foy-->Devy, Ursy-->Sussi, 'n Echi-->Asri), Fifi, Lily in China, Emi in Australia, Leila in Jordan, Deborah whom I lost contact with, Abz in Canada, Yazan whom I dunno where he is now, the DARLV gang (Dessy, Anna, Rohymas, Lily, 'n Vandana), 'n the list goes on..

Time is just a flicker of light, cos I can't believe it's Ramadan already!! Not only that, but it's almost the end of my 1st year in Vic as well!! I just felt like I just entered Vic a few days ago.. Oh well..

And yup, I'm fasting today =) And I'm gonna go get a haircut later at 3 o'clock. But before that, I surely gotta study!! :'( Damn I hate studying!! But I have to! And.. and.. I really gotta study hard if I wanna avoid getting B's or below! Here are my current internal marks : B for ECON140 (how disappointing!!), B+ for ACCY111 (totally disappointing cos I luv Accounting!!), B+ for QUAN111 (also disappointing, can't believe it!! cos I luv QUAN too!), and A+ for INFO101 (Whoaa this is a big surprise!! I can't believe it!! ^^ I gotta maintain this!). Alrite, I'm gonna study for INFO101 after this, cos I already studied ACCY111 last night 'n the days before. I'm gonna study QUAN111 starting tomorrow or after tomorrow. And I'll leave ECON140 for the very last, heheh, cos that's my last exam, and I have about 5 days to study for that after the INFO101 exam.

Hmm.. I can't decide whether or not I should go to KBRI tonight to break the fast together. If I go, then my Coconut^^ might go there too, so I'll have a chance to see him. But if I don't go, I'm not gonna have the chance to see him 'til I dunno when, and I won't get lots of delicious food to eat for breaking the fast, but then I'll have more time to study. So yeah.. I CAN'T DECIDE!!

Yay, can't wait 'til 3 pm as I'm gonna get a haircut! (Hmm.. I think I already mentioned this, oh well).

Oh gosh.. I miss him sooooo much!! I might not see him for the next few days cos I gotta study hard 4 my exams. Hix.. hix.. ='(

Whoaaaaaa I can't believe today's the end of lectures in Trimester 2!! And at the end of next week I'll have a QUAN111 exam already!! My gosh!! Freaky exams!! But, what really freaks me out is ACCY111 'n ECON140. Oh nooooooo!!!!!

Anyway, I thought we were gonna start fasting today, but it seems like we'll start tomorrow ("we"--> the Muslims in NZ).

Hmm.. what am I doing rite now?? I'm having lunch.. (even tho I don't really have an appetite to eat), and chatting to my beloved Coconut, 'n... listening to Evanescence's CD!! Daamnnn I luv goth metal!! Heheheee.. but that doesn't make me a Goth!! Ha!!

Oh yeah!! Gosh, I can't believe last night I dreamt about "that third wheel" [Oh no, wait, I guess I'M the third wheel :( ] I dreamt that she and her mom came to NZ to visit mon petit-ami. And we all came to this sort of dinner party where there were lots of people, and.. I dunno.. 4got!! Oh maaann, it's like that girl's haunting me in my dreams!! I can't stand this!! :'( I guess he still luvs her 'n still can't let her go.. :'( Oh well.. what can I do???

Alhamdulillah.. :) I got another A+ for my essay!! ^_^ But I can't believe I got an A+ for this one (it's about DBMS, for INFO101), cos I didn't really understand the topic. I wasn't even sure whether the things that I wrote were actually related to the essay topic. But oh well... I'm so happy!! Dunno why I always get high marks for my essays (A, A+, and A+ for the FCOM110 essays last semester, A- for ECON140 this semester, and now another A+ for INFO101), cos I really hate doing them.

Anyway I went out with my beloved hunny bunny this evening. While I was waiting for him to pick me up, I hung out with Sheila. And thank goodness she was willing to come with me to see Anna Pickering (to get my essay). But after she went home (and I was still waiting for my bf), I met lots of Indo people in the Quad. There were Mas Donny, Mbak Trusye, Vivi, 'n Mbak Riris.

Hmm what time is it now?? Obviously, it's time to sleep!

OMG!! Dah lama bangeeeet ga ngisi ginian!!