.: memoirs of a lioness :.

Sunday, November 28, 2004

.: Losing grip :.

Last night's outing with my Coconut was.. I dunno.. totally different.. It was like we went out as friends!! :( No touching, no holding hands, no kuchizuke, only a hug in the end. Dunno why, but day by day it's like we're getting further away from each other.. and.. I think he and I are on the verge of.. [aaarrrgghh! Don't wanna say it!!]

Anyway, the weird thing was.. as soon as I got home, went inside my room, found Goddess on my bed, sat next to her, and ran my hand through her thick white fur.. tears started to fill my eyes, and I found myself crying a second later. I don't know exactly why those tears began running down my face. All I knew was, looking at Goddess's face and staring at each other while caressing her reminds me so much of him, and at the same time I felt like we're starting to lose each other..... nooooooooo!! (T_T)

Okay, that's the end of my bad news.

Now, the good news is, I got ALL of my final grades!! Here they are:

ACCY111 : A
ECON140 : B+ (I really thought I was gonna fail this one)
INFO101 : A+
QUAN111 : A+

I feel blessed for the results above :) Now I'm thinking, could my bf be my good luck charm?? Cos the 2nd semester results are better than the 1st semester's, and we got together in the middle of the 2nd semester.

Saturday, November 27, 2004

.: Boring afternoon :.

I was hoping that I could spend the WHOLE afternoon with him. But no, he only wanted to see me from 8pm onwards. How sad..

Anyway, we're planning to watch "National Treasure" in Reading Cinemas. Hope it's gonna be good..

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

.: Summer course :.

Actually I started my summer courses exactly last week on Tuesday, 16th of November. I'm not thrilled at all about it. In fact, I totally hate the idea of doing it, cos I'd rather enjoy my summer holidays rather than going to uni & do some assignments & study for exams in summer!! But now I think that summer course isn't that bad. It's alright actually, despite the fact that I have to sit down in the same lecture room for almost 2 hours for each lecture. Oh yeah, I'm doing two papers: ACCY221 (Financial Accounting) and ACCY223 (Management Accounting). I don't really like 221, but I'm enjoying the 223 paper.

Hmm what else...

Omigod!! I checked my Student Records a few minutes ago to see the rest of my exam results, and my mark for QUAN111 was out!! And..... I can't believe it..... I.... got..... an.... A..... + !!!!!!! (Yup, not just A, but A+!!) **Alhamdulillah..** :)

Still waiting for 2 more results (ECON140 and INFO101. I'm expecting a good mark for INFO, but not for ECON. I think I'll get a horrifying mark for ECON... just pleeeeezzzee don't let me fail...)

Monday, November 22, 2004

.: Mon francais ne peut pas etre oublie! :.

Quand je l'en pense, je n'ai ni parle ni ecrit en francais pour un tres long temps!! Et maintenant, je suis effrayee si je vais l'oublier. Ah non, je devrais te dire que je crois que je l'oublie deja!! N'est-il pas terrible??!! Car j'ai appris cette langue depuis j'etait en "5th form/Year11" jusqu'a l'annee derniere en "6th form/Year 12". Je faisait toujours tres bien en francais, et je l'aimait vraiment! Pour cettes raisons, je ne devrais pas l'oublier facilement!! C'est pourquoi j'ecris en francais pour ce posting.

Ah oui, il y a quelques minutes mon petit ami a pense que je lui a menti! Mais non, ce n'est pas vrai!! Je ne mentirais jamais a lui! Peut-etre il a essaye de m'a telephone, mais il m'a dit en MSN que la ligne telephonique etait occupee. Alors je lui a raconte que personne n'utilisait le telephone, mais il m'a dit "tu ments!!!". Et j'ai essaye de le convaincre.. Mais encore, il m'a accuse pour dire la verite!!

.: The value of time :.

To realize the value of ten years:
Ask a newly divorced couple

To realize the value of four years:
Ask a graduate

To realize the value of one year:
Ask a university student who has failed an exam

To realize the value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still baby

To realize the value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby

To realize the value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper

To realize the value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet

To realize the value of one minute:
Ask a person who has missed the train, bus, or plane

To realize the value of one second:
Ask a person who has survived an accident

To realize the value of one-millisecond:
Ask a person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Lesson: Treasure every moment you have! You will treasure it even more if you have someone special to share it with

Monday, November 15, 2004

.: 2nd day of Eid :.

At noon we went to Wisma for lunch. Did nothing much there, just eating.. and eating.. and eating..

Lucky I brought my digicam ^_*

Lebaran Kedua

L-R: Me, Nanda, Yuli, Likta, Fatah (front)

2nd pic

L-R: Ayu, Me, Yuli, Likta, Sofi

.: Delightful morning :.

I was just curious to see if my marks are out yet. So I checked my Student Records in the StudentVUW site this morning, and.. to my surprise.. one of my marks are there!!! And that was for ACCY111.. and.. I got an A!! I was so shocked!! I can't believe I got an A for that! Cos ACCY111 is one of the courses where many commerce students find it real hard to pass. I thought I was only gonna get a B.. or B+.. or at most A- cos my internal marks weren't that good. But anyway, I'm so happy for my mark ^_^ I told my Coconut^^ right after that, and I told him "I'm gonna get Goddess for a week! Cos I got an A!!" Heheee.. tapi dia gak rela minjemin Goddess ke gua, meskipun cuma seminggu. And that's not all yet, cos I'm still waiting for 3 more marks. And if I get another A, then Goddess will be at my house for another week. And if I get an A+, she'll stay for another week + 3 days.

Happy.. happy.. happy!!

Well, I guess PESSIMISM ROCKS!!!! Right?? You bet!!! ^^

Sunday, November 14, 2004

.: Happy Eid 1425 Hijriah! :.

Happy Eid you guyz!!! Finally our glorious moment has arrived. But maybe Eid is not so glorious in NZ, cos here the Eid atmosphere is not present. It's totally different from what it would be like if I was celebrating it in Indonesia. *sigh..* So what did I do on the first day of Eid today?

Went to KBRI for the Eid prayer, had lunch there (well.. not exactly, cos it wasn't in the afternoon, so it was sort of a "brunch": breakfast+lunch), took pix..
Went home, read Fearless, then took a nap for 3 hours (I think)
Went to Endro's house
The End

Sad huh? Well, the sad part is from the 3rd bullet point onwards.Because, just imagine: how can I spend my Eid at home reading a novel then sleeping for a few hours? That sux. Last year's Eid was better, cos at least we went to some of my friend's houses on the 1st day of Eid. But this year, everyone's having their open homes from tomorrow or Tuesday onwards. Oh yea, the open home at my house will be on Wednesday afternoon. Hmm, too bad my beloved Coconut^^ can't come. But he IS gonna come at night, just not in the afternoon. Hmmm.. I wonder what he's been doing today after leaving KBRI. Urrggh, he hardly ever replies my text messages these days. And I feel like he's not that loving anymore 'n he doesn't care about me that much now. Crying Into Tissue Fine. That's just F-I-N-E!! How sad.. but I'm used to it now, cos if that's how he wants to treat me then FINE. People change. I understand that. hix.. hix.. Oh yeah, I just remembered the text from Rohymas. Something bad happened to her today. But she hasn't told me what it was. I think she's really sad about it.. oh gosh what could it be..??

Tomorrow the KBRI people are gonna be invited to Wisma. Oh nooooo.. tomorrow will be the last day before I'm gonna start my summer course (on Tuesday). But luckily, for this week I only have classes on Tuesday and Thursday. Probably from next week I'll have another day added for my tutorials.

I don't really wanna sleep right now, and I don't think I'd be able to sleep cos I have so many thoughts spinning inside my head. I'm really wondering why people change.. not just him, but a few of my girl friends too. They're not treating me the same anymore. It's like they don't wanna be close to me anymore because they've found a better friend. But whatever. Fine. I guess I'll have to adapt to this whole new situation. Don't wanna act like a hopeless little girl. All my life I've been treated several times like this, but that's okay, I'm used to it! (whatever..)

Anyway, here are a few pics from the Eid at KBRI today.

Me and da girlzz
Me and the girlz ^_^

DC & RD
(ni foto culun gitu, hahaa..)

Me!! met idul fitri yax!!

Rame-rame
Everybodeeeeehh..!!

Thursday, November 11, 2004

.: I found the stuffed animal I want!! :.

Yupz, I finally went out today, ALONE!! Well, not exactly. I went to town with my mom but she just dropped me there. Afterwards I wandered around town and bought a pair of stretchy black faded jeans from H&D for just $15 (cos they were having a closing down sale).

Oh yeaaa.. before that, I went to Kirkcaldie & Stains and saw this reaaaalllly cute white stuffed animal!! [Sort of like a teddy bear, but it's not exactly a teddy bear. But it's still a bear =p ] I luv it sooooooo much!!! It has a NICI brand (not RUSS!!) and is medium-sized & has white fur & small eyes & a huge smile & is sooooo cute & really soft &amp; very cuddly & totally huggable & empuk banget!! And, perutnya juga ndut, kyk siapa yaaaa.. heheheheeee^^ Well, I've always wanted a cute 'n huggable stuffed animal to sleep with, cos I don't have one. I wanted to buy the white teddy so baaaaddd!!! But.. I didn't buy it because of 2 reasons:

The white teddy was expensive . It was $40 or $50.. I forgot..
How can I buy the stuffed animal for myself? Cos if I do and I sleep with it, it'll be like I'm hugging myself during my sleep!

Hmm what else.. Oh yeah, after that I had lunch. Then I went to the city library and stayed there 'til I got home with my dad. I felt so comfortable in the library, sitting on the couch 'n reading girlz' mags for hours, hehee. And of course, before I went home I borrowed three Fearless books! ^^

Oh yeah, I checked Blackboard a few minutes ago, and I thought they haven't posted the HTML marks for INFO101 yet, but I just checked it anyway. And guess what, they posted my mark! And to my astonishment, I got 10 out of 10 for it!! YAY!! Hope I'll get at least A- in the final grade for INFO101. (Yaachh.. tp klo A- masih belom bisa dapetin Goddess deh..)

Can't wait 'til 2moro! Gonna meet my Coconut^^ again. But before that I gotta vacuum the whole house (dammit!!)

Hmm that's it for now. Gonna start reading the 19th series of Fearless 'til I get sleepy...

.: Lazy boring dayz :.

Hmm I just realised that ever since my exams are over, all I've been doing at home is:

Wake up really late
Play the piano
Go online
Sleep for three hours in the afternoon
Break the fast
Go online again
Sleep
Wake up for sahur
Sleep

And the cycle continues, hahaa..!! Hmm tomorrow I'm planning go out, and I can eat whatever I want cos I'm not fasting @ da moment. Mmmm what should I buy..?? You know, unlike most girls, I spend most of my money on food rather than clothes. That's why sometimes I wonder "how come I only got this much money when I haven't bought a lot of (not-to-be-eaten) stuffs recently??" Oh yeah, come to think of it, if I spend lots of money on food (especially junkies), why am I not getting fatter? Hmm.. that means my digestive system is working purrrrr-fectly . I'm a lucky girl then! Haha!! I can eat whatever I want and as much as I want without getting fat! Sweet!!! ^^

Oh, I better borrow some Fearless books from the library. Still a few days 'til summer course, so I still have a lot of time to read =)

.: No new layout until .. when?? :.

I remember last week I told myself that the first thing I'm gonna do in the holidays is make a new layout for my blog. But dunno why, I don't feel like changing my layout. Cos, kyknya gua udah pewe ama layout yg ini: nice 'n simple, 'n simply PINK!!

(padahal pink bukan warna favorit gua.. tp oke2 aja tuh, I like pink.)

Hmm gua pengen banget deh gerogotin kue lidah kucing coklat (bikinan gua) ampe abis. Soalnya enak sih, meskipun pas pertama kali nyoba kyknya rada aneh .. (soalnya ada rasa jahenya gitu). 'N adek gua jg pas pertama kali nyicipin katanya aneh.. Tapi bbrp saat kemudian dia malah ngambil tu kue banyak2, huahuauhaa, ternyata jd suka juga tu anak. 'N gua jg jadi suka banget, huehuehe. Tp mesti di-limit makannya, soalnya kan buat lebaran, hix.. hix.. Ntar tamu2nya pada gk dapet deh.

Hmm.. time to sleep.. hope I'll have a wonderful dream tonight. Cos these days I've been having some nice dreams, and some weird ones, and some unacceptable ones, but no nightmares (although the dream about Mila and Dina's embryo sister can be categorised as a freaky nightmare!!). Oh yea, I haven't told Mila about the dream, hehee she'll be freaked out I bet

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

.: French manicure! :.

Je ne fais pas du fasting aujourd'hui. So, I had a French manicure done on my nails. It took quite a while though, especially when I had to remove the excess white nail polish on my fingers. Oh yeah, my right nails aren't as pretty as my left nails, cos I couldn't manicure the right nails properly (cos I had to do it with my left hand!! which is hard and messy!)

My nails look pretty now :)

If you know what a French manicure is,

then you'll notice the difference between

normal nails and French manicured nails

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

.: Emi Emi Emi Emi Emi !! ^_^ :.

Today I got an email from Emi, my long lost best friend in Australia (but I met her in Jordan)!! 'N she sent me a pic of herself with her friends during the school graduation. Cool!! I didn't know that the Aussies do graduation when they finish high school. Cos here in NZ they don't do it, how sad..

Anyway, in the afternoon Emi was online, what a surprise! Cos she hardly ever goes online. 'N yup, we chatted for a while. It's so great to hear from such an amazing friend whom I haven't met for soooo many years!! (Hmm let me count.. i think the last time I saw her face-to-face was 8 years ago!!!) Oh yeah, now she's an Australian

, cos she gave up her Japanese citizenship

. But I know she's still a true Japanese at heart

Emi singing in the Sydney Opera house

(heheee, just kidding Emi!! ^^ )

.: My cousins are getting married!! :.

Oiya, nyokap tadi bilang kalo Mbak Puri (sepupu gua yg paling tua from my dad's side) tgl 18 bulan ini mo nikah. Waaah kaget banget gua! Abis kyknya cepet banget, she's only 23 this year! Ya sebenernya no problem sih cewe nikah umur segitu. Tp masalahnya, proses pernikahannya tuh cepet banget!! So I'm a bit suspicious here..

Trus sebelom2nya tuh kyknya gk ada tanda2 kalo dia mo nikah. So gua nanya ke nyokap "emang nikahnya dadakan?" trus nyokap bilang gk tau. Yg jelas tiba2 dikasi kabar kalo dia mo nikah. Udah gt tanggal 18 kan cuma bbrp hari setelah lebaran!! Oh iya, udah gitu nyokap bilang lamarannya baru besok (tgl 10). Berarti seling waktu antara lamaran ama pernikahannya cepet banget!!!! Hmmm trus gua mikir jangan2 MBA (married by accident). I didn't mean to think negatively, but I know what kind of girl she is, jadi yach gitu dhe.. bisa aja MBA.

Jadi ya liat aja nanti, klo ternyata dia punya anak dlm waktu yg lebih cepet dr yg diperkirakan, brarti emang MBA. Kalo enggak, ya good lah, berarti dia emang udah siap nikah.

Oh yeaaa... gak cuma Mbak Puri lho yg mo nikah, tp Uni Meuthia (my 2nd oldest cousin from my mom's side) kabarnya jg mo nikah (taun depan kali). Nah kalo Uni Meuthia nikah sih I'm not surprised, krn emang udah saatnya kok. Dia udah umur brp ya.. 27.. 28.. something like that.

Heeeyy gua baru tau lho klo Uni Inda (sepupu gua yg paling tua from my mom's side) udah nikah, n ternyata udah lama lg (probably a few months ago)!! Payah ah, masa gua baru tau sekarang sih??? 'N ini jg gua yg nanya ke nyokap, huuhuuhuuu sedih. Apa jgn2 dulu pernah dikasi tau tp guanya yg pikun ya...??? Huuhuuhuuu...

.: Akhirnya bikin kue lebaran!! ^^ :.

Hmm sebenernya sih udah banyak banget kue lebaran di rumah, tp nyokap semua yg bikin. Tapi gua jg pengen bikin, 'n tadinya sih mo bikin kue lidah kucing. Tp karna udah dibikin ama nyokap, ya udah gua akhirnya bikin kue lidah kucing coklat

(dah pernah nyoba blom?? Gua sendiri juga belom, hehhehee). Pertama2 sih jadinya jelek, gendut2 gitu deh. Tapi pas gua coba2 lagi, akhirnya jadi lonjong 'n imut!!^^ Trus2, biar tambah imut lagi, gua tambahin chocolate chip di atasnya (biar keliatannya lebih menarik 'n rasa coklatnya lebih terasa). Hmm skarang tinggal nunggu buka puasa, gk sabar deh pengen nyobain kuenya enak apa enggak

. Kalo dari bau2nya sih, kyknya sih rasanya campuran antara coklat ama jahe ama gula merah. Hmmm enak gk ya?? Sebenernya gua gk suka rasa jahe2an, tp berhubung resepnya kyk gitu ya udah deh.. Tp ya untung aja gua tambahin choco chips biar rasa coklatnya ngelebihin rasa jahenya :)

Monday, November 08, 2004

.: Dream about my AHSS friends :.

This afternoon at around 5 o'clock I slept cos I didn't know what to do. I slept 'til 8 pm, and I dreamt about my A.H.S.S. friends!!!! (A.H.S.S. --> Abdul Hamid Sharaf School, my school in Jordan). In the dream, I suddenly MET my friends again FACE-TO-FACE, such as Enas, Joanne, Leila (one of my best friends ever!!)

, and Abdullah a.k.a. Abz (the funniest, most artistic guy in class who luvs taking pictures of himself-->pretending that he's a model^^). Hmmm.. yup, I think there were only 4 of them in the dream. And I was soooooooo happy to see them again, cos it felt so real!!

And then I woke up.. and that's when I realised that it was all nothing but a dream...

I miss my friends..!! Everybody!! Especially those whom I haven't seen for YEARS, like my friends in Jordan (but now most of them are not in Jordan anymore), and my friends in Indonesia too.. *sigh*..

.: Sleeping beauty wants to go back home :.

I guess I truly am a sleeping beauty, cos I woke up really late today!! I don't get it, I set my alarm at 9 am but I didn't wake up!! Well, probably I did, but maybe I only woke up for a few seconds to switch off the alarm. Hmmm, next time I better put the it further away from me so that I won't be able to reach it and turn it off without getting up.

Ouch, something's wrong with my jaw. It hurts when I move it to the right. Hmm, weird.. Damn, why is there always something wrong with my health? A few days ago it was a terrible sariawan on my gum, 'n now it's my jaw.

Today Chika 'n Utine are gonna go back to Indonesia for the holidays. And they're gonna stay there 'til mid-February! Noooooooo!!! They're sooooooo lucky!! It's so unfair!!! Why do I always have to get stuck in Welly???? I wouldn't mind if my friends are staying here 4 the holidays, but if 90% of them are goin' back home (including my Coconut^^) then there's no point of having the holidays in Wellington, cos it'll be totally compleeeeetely boring!! Just like last year!!

Hix.. hix... I really wanna go to Indo this summer break... I really wanna see my friends back home, they're the ones I miss more than anything else in the world right now. Oh, and guess what, Ardi (my junior high 'n hi-school friend) told me that my friends in 3.1 are gonna have a reunion this semester break!!

I wish I could gooooooo!!!

But *sigh*.. here I am, stuck in Welly for summer course (even if I'm not doing a summer course, then I'd still get stuck here 4 the hols). But Sammy once told me that he'd rather do summer course than going back to Indo, cos that means he can get his degree faster. Well, thanx Samz (aka Fluffy-man, hehehhee), at least that made me feel better..

Oh yeah, there was a 7th Form final assembly last Friday. I wish could go there too (cos I'm still meant to be a 7th former this year instead of a uni freshman, hehee). Anyway, I asked Irwan how it went, and he said it was boring (well then, lucky I didn't go, haaahaaa!!)

.: Smokerz :.

Hmm.. I just heard this on TV: "Kissing a smoker

is like licking an ashtray."
Hmmmmmmmm... Oh well.. I tried to help him quit, but he said it's hard.. So yeah, he still luvs ciggies!! Uuurrrgghhh!! I totally hate it when he smokes!! So.. umm.. now I know what an ashtray tastes like. Hehehehheee, just kidding!!

Oh damn, I hate blogger!! I can't stay away from it! I gotta sleep NOW!!

Sunday, November 07, 2004

.: A happy evening! :.

I just got home from goin out with my Coconut^^. We broke the fast at Starbucks, then watched Resident Evil 2 at 8.50 'til 10.15-ish. I liked the movie, it was cool! Hehee! Especially the female heroes, particularly Alice!! (But the black-haired girl's prettier). Heehee, anyway, I've always liked movies with female heroes (e.g. Tomb Raider). Well, what I'm tryin to say is, I like action girls

better than other types of girls (e.g. feminine girls), dunno why though.. Hmmm, I also don't like feminine girls that much (not as a person, though). To tell u the truth, I hate the word feminine!! Especially if it's imposed on me! 'N especially if people tell me to be feminine, uuuurrrggghh I totally hate it!! I'm more of a tomboy

than a feminine girl, and someone told me "You're 18.. you're becoming more mature, so try to be more feminine." And when that person said that, I was like "Excuse me?? Being feminine's got nothing to do with age! And who the hell are you anyway? You're not me, so don't try to change me!! This is the way I am, this is how I dress, 'n this is how I behave. If you don't like the fact that I don't dress femininely or act femininely then go to hell!!" Well, of course I didn't say it to that person directly. I only said it in my heart. Oh wait a sec, why am I moving away from the topic? Hahaaa!! =D Probably because all this time someone's been telling me everything about being feminine and I'm sick of it (naah it's not my bf who said it, he never tries to change me, 'n I luv him for that *_^ ). Well I wouldn't mind if someone says "Whoa Dessy, u've become more feminine now!"

If somebody says that, then I do like it and appreciate it. But if someone says something like "Why do you like those bracelets? Choose these ones, they're prettier 'n more girly" then I'd get slightly mad at them cos it's like they want me to change. Gosh, why don't they just let me be myself???

Oh wow, I totally moved away from the topic. I was gonna talk about what I did this evening, but I guess I switched to talking about feminism.

Well, the thing is, I'm totally completely 100% happy this evening

, especially since we haven't really spent time together for about 3 weeks because of the exams. And as long as he's right there beside me, I'll always be happy!!

Oh yeah, I saw the ice-skating championships on ESPN after I got home. And what's weird, when I turned on the TV, Michelle Kwan was just beginning to skate! She's been the best female ice-skater for several years! And I really like her! And even though she fell once near the end of her ice-skating (while the others didn't), she still won the championship! Go Michelle!! What I like about her is: she doesn't only have some great technical skills, but she's also really expressive when skating! And she's got this sort of charm that immediately captivates the audience. The other contestants were also technically good, but unlike Michelle, they didn't really put their emotions in their performance. That's why the judges still thought Michelle was the best (even though she fell once and many other contestants didn't).

Oh wow.. It's 1 am, I better go to bed now.. good nite to myself, hehe..

.: What feeling do you represent? :.

You represent... HOPE
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.

What feeling do you represent?
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.: What feeling do you represent? :.

.: Boring Sunday :.

Now that the exams are over, I'm feeling bored!! Haha! I mean, there's nothing to do now. I've been planning to make new layouts 'n stuff, but I just don't feel like it! And u know what, my dad removed MSN Messenger from the comp, cos he doesn't want me or my bro to chat 'n stuff, cos he sez it's gonna ruin our concentration on studying. But what the hell?? Why did he have to remove the one on the desktop computer that I'm using?? I already finished my exams, and besides, my bro uses the laptop computer, not the desktop one!! I tried to reinstall MSN again, but I thought it's gonna be useless cos my dad's gonna remove it again. So now if I go online, I just have to login to MSN's webmessenger.
But anyway, tonight I'm gonna go out wit my hunny bunny ^^

Soooooo happy!! Cuz finally we can get together again, cos my exams are over!! YAY!!

Now what am I gonna do..?? I think I'm gonna take a nap.. just like what my Coconut^^'s doin' at the moment. C-Ya!!

Saturday, November 06, 2004

.: Animal instinct quiz :.

Gua nyoba ke www.sunsilkmall.com trus di bagian "Hairoscope"-nya ada quiz tentang "Animal Instinct". Trus, hasilnya pas banget ama gua!! (kecuali yg terakhir). Nih hasilnya:

Tipe pria yang menjadi dambaan Anda : ramah dan setia
Pendekatan pria yang membuat Anda berbunga-bunga : to the point, Anda tidak suka berbasai-basi
Kesan yang ingin Anda berikan pada pujaan hati : modis
Sifat pria yang paling Anda benci : temperamental
Hubungan yang ingin Anda jalin dengan kekasih Anda : hubungan yang membuat Anda merasa aman dan dicintai
Kecenderungan Anda untuk berselingkuh : standar moral Anda tinggi, perselingkuhan tidak ada dalam kamus Anda
Arti perkawinan untuk Anda : menakutkan, perkawinan menghilangkan kebebasan Anda
Pendapat Anda tentang cinta saat ini : gampang dicari gampang dibuang

.: Hard exam :.

Oh, I 4got to say that I just did my exam 1 'n a half hours ago. It was for ECON140, and it was soooooo daaaammmnn haaaaarrrdd (T_T) I didn't answer 2 questions, and I got mixed up with most of them. For this paper, there's nothing I want more than passing it, and I hope I will.. (Insya Allah..)

'N finally.. I'm FREE!! No more exams!! Yeeehaaa!!

Just a few more minutes 'til I'm off to KBRI (ada acara Nuzulul Qur'an, buka puasa 'n solat bareng).

Byeeee..^_^

.: Wish me luck! :.

Gonna have my very last exam in 1 hour!! Aaargghh!! Freaky!! I don't think I'm ready, but I just wanna get this over quickly, cos I just wanna be free!!

Gonna be in the same exam room as Ing-Ing, yay!!

Last but not least, I'm hungry.. (-_-)

Friday, November 05, 2004

.: Where does your beauty lie? :.

Plain Sight

Your Beauty lies in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next door. People tend overlook you as you are the "normal girl", but you're actually very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to set you apart, but more that lets you blend. People love the stability you have because as others may come and go, you will always be there and you may always be the same. You like simple things and that's what people like about you. You most likely enjoy things most consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort of thing and are very friendly and probably have many friends. You are sweet and kind and that shows on you, but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a rather well-rounded individual. Even though some people pass you off as just another girl, shrug it off because they don't know what they're missing.

Some Things That Represent You:
Element: Earth, Light Animal: Cat Color: Pinks, Blues, Browns Song: Girl Next Door by Pilot Expression: Simple Smile Gemstone: Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox Demon, Hobbit Sign: Tauros Planet: Jupiter Hair Color: Light Brown Eye Color: Brown
Quote: "To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world."

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.: Dumb girl :.

Am I dumb or idiotic or what?? I remember a few hours ago my bf told me on the phone that I'm dumb, cos I asked him a stupid question (I didn't think it was stupid, but to him it was). I still remember the way he said it, but I guess he's right. Dunno why, but I think I'm getting dumber ever since my last exam. I just can't study properly for my exam tomorrow.. cos the things that I studied just couldn't stick inside my head!! (T_T) Is it because I totally hate the subject?? Yup, that's one of the reasons of course!

Hmmm.. maybe my friends are right, when I'm smart I'm really smart (maybe they're just being nice, cos I'm not "really smart"), but when I'm stupid I'm completely stupid!!! *crying*

I never believed it could happen to me
Something like this only happens to dumb girls
Taking themselves too seriously
I was so damn smart
Yeah, I was the one girl
Who never believed it could happen to me
Something like this only happens to somebody else

I guess the lyric above (from Lucy Woodward's "Dumb Girls") totally suits me at the moment..

.: Pink layout :.

Basically I just changed the whole contrasting orange layout to soft, pastel pink. It took quite a while though, cos I had to change the table properties, the background, the picture at the top, the font colors, the scrollbar, etc. And the most annoying bit was when I had to change the picture colors, as well as the codes for the shoutbox so that it suits the layout.

And what was the reason that I suddenly wanted to change the layout again? Well, I don't really know actually, hehee. I just felt bothered of the orange layout, cos it's totally not my favourite color. It looked good and everything, but I was bothered with the total orange thing, that's all. And what made me decide to switch to subtle pink? I like pink, even though it's not my favourite color. Probably I chose this color cos I like the feel of it for my blog.

When I wanted to change the colors for the picture at the top, it took the longest time! I wanted it to be pink, but it never got to pink! It was always purplish or bluish!! Dammit! And if you observe the pic, it's still not pink. It's more of a purple actually :(

Anyway, when my exams are over, I wanna make a new layout again!! Hahahaaa!! It's quite fun, really! And I dunno why, but every time I put a new layout for my blog, I always get bored and annoyed with it after a few days. I always think like "Gosh.. what was I thinking? This layout looks rubbish! I wanna change it!!!!"

Gotta get back studying.. L8erz.. zzZzzzZzzZzz... (-_-)

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

.: Ouch.. :.

Gila.. sariawan gua di gusi gk sembuh2!! Gini nih ceritanya, bbrp hari yg lalu kan gua lg sikat gigi, trus tiba2 gusi gua kesodok, kenceng banget!! 'n gua langsung "Aaaaaawwww!!" 'n gusi gua langsung "nyut.. nyut.." Trus setelah itu sih gusinya cuma merah doang, 'n sakit banget. Tp besoknya jd bolong kyk kebuka gituh.

Dulu sih pernah jg kyk gini, 'n gua kira gusi gua sobek 'n mesti ke dokter gigi. Tp nyokap bilang itu sih sariawan, tp gua gk percaya masa sih sariawan kyk sobek begini. Akhirnya setelah lama2 minum Redoxon (yg kaya dgn Vitamin C! heheee) sariawannya sembuh juga. Nah, itu sih pas duluuuu. Yg sekarang nih, meskipun gua dah tiap hari minum Redoxon, gk sembuh2 gusinya! Lukanya ketutup dikit pun engga. Jd tiap kali kena air aja langsung perih banget, cakiiiiiittttt T_T

Oh anyway, tadi my hunny bunny dateng ke rumah lho bwat buka puasa, huehuee. 'N seperti biasa, Goddess sang Dewi Kucing jg ikut! Hehehee.. she'll be mine when my results are out (hehee, pede amet sih).

Ya udah deh, printingnya dah selese. Skrg mesti blazaaarr.. (as if I can!! Soalnya dari tadi belajar jg gk masuk2. Ya mo gmn lagi, abis gua benci banget ama pelajarannya-->ECON140! Klo susah tp gua suka pelajarannya sih oke2 aja, kyk ACCY111 tuh)

Daaahh.. good nite.. sleep tight.. (ooops, aturan met studying, hehhee. Mo bljr ampe sahur ah kalo tahan. Tp sebenernya sih udah rada2 ngantuk gini)

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

.: Blonde streaks! :.

Yo! My hair's got blonde streaks now!! Looks kinda cool to me ^^ what do u think of it??

But too bad it's fake =( I was only using a hair colour gel. My mom thought it was real, and from the way she looked at me I don't think she likes it. She never liked it if I dye my hair anyway. Hmm.. I think I suit best with dark hair plus very light streaks. Which makes me think that I wanna dye my hair dark brown with blonde streaks in the future =D

.: I dun feel so good.. :.

Dunno why but I feel like I have no energy today, especially that I'm fasting. But usually I feel normal even tho I'm fasting. And today I don't really feel like studying ECON140. I hate that subject, too bad I had to take it for both of my majors.

Anyway, yesterday I did my INFO101 exam. And it was alrite (hehe, I'm just scared of saying "it was easy" or "it was hard"). There were a few questions that I found really confusing, but hopefully I'll get away with it ;)

Ohhhhh can't wait 'til Saturday!! I want my exams to be over!! And not only that, but I'll meet my Coconut^^ again on that day, as well as seeing my other friends.

Oh nooo.. I think my body's getting dehydrated because I've been drinking less water these days (because I'm fasting! --> in case I need to emphasize that again if you don't know). My mouth's getting dry. And my face skin is worse. Not only is it dry, but it's got new pimples everyday. I think it's also because I've been sleeping less these days, hehee.. My bedtime's at about 1 or 2 a.m. in the morning ever since the study week. Sigh..

Hmm what else.. I look like a mess today. I had a shower and shampooed my hair, but I didn't blow-dry it so now it looks like my head's got an electric shock. T_T

Now what.. should I sleep 'til it's sunset or should I study for my last exam? Hmm I think I'm gonna choose the latter, heheheeee ^_^

.: New layout! :.

FINALLY!! I finished making my own personal layout!! What do u think???

Hmm.. actually orange is not my fave colour, but anyway, I like this layout. This is the 2nd layout I ever made. The 1st one was never used for this blog, cos it's got big-sized pictures.

Oh well, gotta wrap some more spring rolls, I'll continue L8er.